There's been alot of emotionally wrecking things going on.Well,maybe im just emotional.There were of course good times,but they're tainted with the bad times.I find myself thinkin too much that i get so caught up in my thoughts while precious time flies by.Im lagging behind in doing my homeworks and houseworks.I seriously need to get back on my feet and rid my mind of unnecessary thoughts.I also need to control my emotions as nowadays i find myself following my emotions too much to the point that i sometimes feel lyk breaking down.So far im still sane and im glad.
Yesterday i went to the mall and watched 'The Eye 10" with quite a large number of people.This outing gave me a chance to get a lil closer to Josephine,and im happy =) Shes quite fun to shop with and i feel so carefree when im shoppin with her =D We had quite a few good laughs and i hope she enjoyed her day as much as i did.I was able to take my mind off certain issues for that time being and i felt really relaxed.During the movie,it was ok,except for the part where we were interruppted due to the seating arrangements.We were all sitting in the wrong seats or so it seems.In the end we sat in the front seats,and Kevie stated that it was lyk we owned the whole place,which was pweety kewl to me =P Had a few popcorns flying around and tat was all.We went to Chills to hang out after the show was over.I ordered the 'Four Seasons' and it was great!Michelle and Gretsen went to McDonalds instead as the food at Chills were kinda pricy(i kinda agree)and if i knew earlier,i might've joined them x_X Felt like having a burger or some Mc Flurry xP
Hmm...my boyfie seems to be stirring some commotion.This morning during Art lesson,AJ was asking me how was my day at the mall yesterday,and how was Jaspal.Then he suddenly asked about my boyfie and it made me kinda speechless.How does the news travel so fast and far? Well,im sorry to all the people he has offended and i hope you all would forgive and forget.Im not taking sides here,but i just want this whole thing to drop...
What else can i say?Hmm...i dont think theres anything more for me to say.So i hope you all had a good read and below are poems ive composed to end my blog.Ciaoz.
"Emotional Suicide"
Have you ever felt like you dont have a place in this huge world?
That others have straight hair while yours are in a curl,
Strugglin all by youself,
Even though there are people around you,
They dont seem to care,
They just pass you by,
Deep down inside you want to cry,
But you let it go,
And inside your heart,
The pain lingers on,It wont be gone
Hoping for warmth that wont come,
When will your pain come undone?
Like a twisted web inside your heart,
You changed and you fall apart,
Still no one noticed,
Since the start
You changed your ways,
You dont even recognise your face,
People around still just pass you by,
And deep down inside,
You still cry,
You finally then bid the world good-bye.
"Simple Love Poem"
-Dedicated to my Baby J and my loved ones =)
I'll be ure blanket wen ure cold,
Be ure net to catch ure fall,
Till the day we grow old,
Forever in my heart ure love i shall hold.
--SheepsRulez(x*`
