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Saturday, June 07, 2008 {5:18 AM}

oh gracious me..where do i even BEGIN? my day was...weirdly horrible? not too bad,not too good as well? lets begin at the beginning. warning,extra long bitchy ranting blog..have a cup of warm choco and tasty cookies nearby to keep u in good company.

it was one of those days...its saturday,the weekend,its rainin heavily in the dark morning...ure comfy there under ure soft,pink blanket,and for once the air-cond seems to be workin fine which adds to the wonderful chilly sensation. wat cud go wrong? well,unfortunately, EVERYTHING. i have to force myself awake at 6am,pull myself outta my heavenly bed and force myself to go into the bathroom. took a cold,cold shower which helped wake me up..thou i still felt gloomy. my bed seemed to be taunting me-'you want to sleep on me,but you cant. you want to sleep on me,but you cant' HAHA..seriously..i wanted to just go bak and lay under the blanket,wet and covered with my towel..and just oi oi somemore..but no,i have to ignore my bed and change into my school uniform,wear tat friggin hideous tudong..thou today it was useful..it acted as shelter frm the rain for my precious hair xD then turns out becoz i was in such a groggy state of mind,i was doin everything,combing my hair,fixin my bed etc,in slow mo. my dad had knocked on my door twice already..which meant he was already ready and waiting,which in turn means i dont have time to even toast bread and have breakfast =/ sigh...

then as u knw,my carpark is always flooded..with this mornings heavy downpour,the carpark area of my hse was OVERflooded. imagine this,you're in baju kurong = LONG SKIRT and then ure wearin broken-up school shoes = WATER SOAKING YOUR ENTIRE FEET...SIGH. oh JOY. so yeah...and then otw to school,the traffic was horrible.enough said. thankfully i managed to go to school on time. i rushed all the way first floor to my registration class only to find it wasnt necessary since my register teacher wasnt even there! WTF man..wats wrong with today??!!

and then came lunch time. win came over to sit with me in the library when she had done her homework...chatted for abit..bla bla bla,then harries came along and joined in =) hehe..tat was fun. and then we accompanied him to the canteen,where we sat at a table and watched him eat XD HAHAH. and i managed to take two candid shots of him eating xD cute cute =3 well..i tot my day was beginnin to get better..so yeah. it was fun..until win and i had to leave becoz the bus takin us to yayasan for our b.studies field trip thingy came. so had to leave harries behind =( i rather pretty much stay bak with him and win at the canteen. but yeah,at least win was with me for the trip but still..*sigh* then on the trip there..so uneventful,other than the fact some of the malay gals were finally able to flirt and get to know the malay guys *roll eyes* and then came this annoying part with one of my group mates. i really like her so i shall not mention her name,thou it may seem pretty obvious. sigh. she kept perstering me abt the project(which btw was abt interviewing a small business in yayasan) i had single-handedly thought up all the questions we shud ask during the interview by myself,wat more does she want? hell,i even planned stuff like how to display our project work etc etc etc,the plannin for our 'frame work' to put our findings and pictures on..and she kept saying stuff like 'hmm..u know..i think this is not enough le' or 'dont u think u shud add more questions?" O.M.G. THEN YOU ADD LA NABEH. so i just leave it be and tried to think somemore. she kept lookin dissatisfied with the questions,or i dont know maybe im being paranoid but really. here the saying ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS applies..if shes knows how to complain so much and act so unsatisfied,then fuck it,try using ure your brain and THINK also la. God.

and then,as if tat wasnt enough...she kept actin like she wanted to be in charge of the whole thing,takin away my 'questions to ask during interview' paper from me =/ God,if she felt so strongly then she shudnt have appointed me GROUP LEADER in the first place! so yeah...then we decided to go to EGO to interview them...and oh God,she went first into the store. stopped there lookin blankly at the salespeople and then looked behind at me and said 'ppsst psst..eh go la,you start first..go ask." OMG..NO BALLS. i mean yes,we gals dont have balls but COME ON LA CIBAI..ugh. so yeah,i started askin the lady at the counter some questions, who stared bak blankly at me. and then *she* had to go and say 'eh jess..can you speak louder and slower? come on la..ppl cant hear u,u knw..haiya' NABEH NABEH NABEH. what fuckin rights does she have to say that? seriously. the least she could do is whisper supportively like 'uhm jess..i think u should talk louder and slower k. relax' sheeeesh. so yeah..bla bla went the interview with the staff,which was FUCKING HORRIBLE becoz the lady at the counter called for another guy to take her place so we interviwed him who turned out to be another shitty idiot who knows nothing really in depth abt EGO and GIORDANO. useless. seriously useless. so after the interview,*she* had to un unsatisfied AGAIN. oh wait,but before tat i saw ISAIH outside giordano and omg...i so wanted to cry out to him 'omfg i miss sgs and my sgs classmates they wudnt be this useless and shitty omg omg omg' T.T and yeah,with tat said lets get on with this horror shall we? so yeah, SHE had to be unsatisfied with the interview..'eh..i think like..not enough lei. the guy like know nothing at all. and you bah,talk too fast haiya,not clear somemore. come come go find another business to interview.' i grudgingly went along.

so we went up up up to paul and elizabeths. otw there the lovely,star shaped golden flower with pink crystal studs brooch tat i used to fasten my tudong somehow broke loose and dropped somewhere. FUCK. i cant find it. bye bye $4. bye bye beautiful brooch. cibai. so yeah,at pauls again SHE had to rush to walk in first and then look bak and stare at me,thou this time i pretended to admire some Archie comic books nearby. so yeah,she manged to summon up some guts to start the introduction. and oh God..wanna know how she sound? "hello..we are doin the group project thing for our b.studies class..the berakas sixth form centre interview..uh..sorry your time to take." ....i dont know wat else she said tat added to my horror. i know its mean of me to like,look down on people whose english skill arent as good as mine,but given what she did to annoy me sooooooooo much,i dont care. so yeah,i had to butt in and bla bla bla,we didnt interview pauls becoz the boss wasnt there and yeah,we went on to BITS..or is it BITZ computer shop. where SHE noticed the staff there are mostly chinese so she kept buggin a chinese group member of ours to go introduce ourselves. WTF? isnt she chinese herself?!!!! i know i am,but my chinese is for laughs seriously. and hers is okie,and again she got no balls to do things herself. so yeah...bla bla bla..interview,i did some interview too becoz thankfully the guy behind the counter knew english..thou it was the same case with EGO,totally useless info. i mean,the things they all said are COMMON SENSE like when i asked wat was the business's goals/aims and they both answered "our business want to make profit." like DUH,whose business doesnt? i wanted to know MORE than tat,wat other goals does the business have? to expand overseas,to open another branch sellin totally different stuff or even to be the best shop in brunei whose customers are damn loyal to them. geez,the hired help nowadays =/ so yeah..after tat i went outta the shop and oh God..saw my daddy outside smilin =) tat helped ALOT. he was askin like 'how did things go?" and i spoke to him in hokkien 'oh my god..it sucked becoz the people we interviewed were just salespeople and they know absolutely NOTHING. no bosses or managers were around" and my dad chuckled and shook his head and said 'oh coz..wat was ure tcher thinking? this type of thing shud be done in the mornings. tats when the bosses and managers are around before goin off to check up on their other branches' sniffles..i love you daddy.

so yeah...then me,another group mate and HER went to KFC to eat after tat..and it was not fun like how kevie,manzy,michiez,abu and i used to dine there. furthermore,me and another galfrend paid for everything. there was change and i gave it bak to my other galfrend and then so SHE told me she'd pay me bak my change later. and rite now im home and my wallets still EMPTY. day before,she borrowed a dollar frm me to pay her library fine for not returnin the book on time,coz she said she didnt have money/change at the moment. it so happens after tat she happened to open her purse to take out something and i saw fat bundles of $10,$5 and $1 inside. wtf? i know im being so stingy over such a small sum of money but hey,money is money! and me being this..uhm..money-consious is GOOD becoz it shows tat im not mindlessly spendin away my dads precious hard-earned money..

is it ME being overparanoid abt this issue or do i have a right to be this upset? please let me know..it cud be the stress frm school and the thing with my bf not able to visit me cloudin my emotions..or is it really HER tats driving me up the wall?? i do like her but sometimes..UGH. i admire her for always like tryin to do more..like not being satisfied with the project and want to make more outta it,tats good..but all she does is say and complain,but she doesnt actually DO ANYTHING other than tat. 'oh this is not good la..last time my other group mates more motivated..this is not enough' THEN DO SOMETHING UNTIL U PUAS HATI ITS CIBAI ENOUGH LA INSTEAD OF RAMBLING TAT BAGPIPE OF YOURS. oh god. wats wrong with me? or is it wats wrong with HER? i DO like her but seriously..i cannot work with her. especially when she asks for help with her english...OMG. its just HORRIBLE. i helped her come up with some points for her essay which was 'i am against capital punishment(which was public execution)'. so yeah, i wrote this for her:-
"no matter who we are,be it a high ranking official,a Datuk or pengiran, or even royalty,we have no rights to take another person's life. in some religions,it was even considered a sin to take one's own life,what more another person's life? so yes, i am against capital punishment."

can u find anything wrong with this sentence? she kept reading it over n over. and kept saying 'why this sentence like..so kuai kuai one? (watever TAT meant) i think you're wrong,not fit with the essay topic la..not ngam la you haiya. i want to be against capital punsihment..this is..wat religion? wat datuk cannot take life? no point la u!" OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. one day if any of you hear news of me jumping off the third floor or my school's building,u'd know why.

im sorry.am i being mean? am i bein too bitchy,acting all high and mighty? but i really cant STAND THIS. i wud like some comments..HONEST comments..is it ME tat need to cool this fuckin head of mine or is it really HER tats like this mosquito buzzin arnd my head? sigh~~

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