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Monday, November 24, 2008 {6:52 PM}

I've been meaning to blog but i never had the time or the Internet to do so..i guess =P

These past few days..no,weeks,have been really hectic for me but heck,at least im not so lifeless and sad like i used to be.

How did i use to be? Well to sum it up:
1.I was a nerd..seriously. I spent most of my free time at school in the library ALONE. Well at least i was productive...i did my homeworks,catched up on reading stuff i missed blah blah. And yes,there were times i felt sad and lonely and i'd be MSN-ing on my phne but not for long coz my phne batt runs low pretty quick when im on9. Thou lonely and sad as i may be,at least i was VERY productive. Not to brag but,i was the top scorer for most or even all of my classes. I was happy,but i still felt a lil empty.

2.Whenever i got home from school,im usually so tired i just sleep or yeah..the usual things -_-" very very sad.

But now,things have changed..for better or for worse,i am GLAD nonetheless. I think its time i start to catch up with life.

Nowadays,im not that lonely anymore =) I have friends i hang out with =) and whenever im in the library i'd always be with Qawi. There is nothing romantic going on between us,we've just become so uber close to each other ever since he had a spiff with his two other buddies. So yeah,he was a friend in need so i accompanied him all the time. I know what it felt like to be alone in this school..how everything arnd you seemed negative and poeple seemed to be sneering at you..i didnt want him to feel that. I could do something for him,so i did. However,of coz i did feel bad tat i wasnt able to help him out with his two buddies but...really,wat CAN i do? I may only make things worse.

But anyways,now he's ok with both of them and im glad =) Thou i wonder will it affect our close-ness? But it was really sweet of him to do what he did yesterday. After patching things up with both buddies,he hung out with them in the library and i was there too but sitting with my group mates doing this LiveWire project(of which i have soooo much to rant abt later)..so when the bell rang,he got up and told me he was gonne skip all his other classes for the day and that he'd be leaving with one of his buddies to go out. I was ok with it,REALLY. There was no jealousy or feeling abandoned watsoever. I guess i've grown up abit and learned how to stand on my own =) So anyway,i continued doing my work when suddenly there was a tap on my shoulder,and there he was =O he asked me to come over with him to the Silent Study area to 'talk' for abit so yeah i went,and this is wat he told me "Are you mad? Im sorry yeah but i need to talk to Her abt wat had happened so i'd be going first. I hope you dont feel like ive abandoned you. Dont you worry,we're still together"
Awwwww =) tat is so sweet. It made me really happy tat he cared and was worried that much abt me =) Thanks you Wi..=)

And well,something else abt me changed. Back in SGS and while i was in NS as well, i used to just sit back and be delegated by my group leaders when it came to group work and stuff. Sometimes i gave ideas but tat was all. Now,im ALWAYS the group leader. Im not boasting but rather..im abit stressed abt it. I always seem to be the one giving the ideas and then putting things to plan,making schedules for when to stay bak together,delegating tasks to each member and then almost always id be doing the presentation =/ Its fun actually..but only if ure groupmates CO-OPERATED WITH YOU AND NOT JUST SIT THERE WAITING FOR YOU TO DO EVERYTHING. I.HATE.THAT. Did God not give you arms and brains to DO SOMETHING FOR FUCKs SAKE??? Damn cibai..so pissed when i think abt this.

Like this LiveWire project im doing..if we win,we get cash prize. So yeah,its a really big deal to me.
So it started like this,all students who took Accounting had to enter this LiveWire competition,which was planning abt setting your dream business. So one of my friend, P,took Accounting and she wanted to join. So when i went to my B.S class(she was with me in this class) she straight away asked me whether or not i'd join her. I thought abt it for a few days so ok,i agreed to join her. And she invited W to join as well becoz she seemed enthusiatic abt it and had rather a great deal of ideas and plans in her head. So yeah,it was us 3.

And so began the planning blah blah blah. So yeah,since it was really P's project,since shes the one taking Accounting so this competition/project is compulsory for her, so its really her responsibility and all. So yeah, she did tell us wat to do,and wat she would do. It seemed like we'd share the workload.
Boy,was i ever wrong. Again.
Why do i keep having my hopes of having co-operative groupmates CRUSHED? sigh.

Anyway,i was supposed to write abt the Executive Summary. Btw,our business idea was to open up a restaurant. My initial idea was to set up a restaurant tat allows customers to cook their own food. And somehow,it ended up as a japanese+chinese+western+cook-it-yourself restaurant. HAHA? oh well,i went along with it since it still had potential and was rather unique. And so on Monday we were supposed to hand in out draft work to P so yeah,no worries i already did what i was supposed to do. It was a Saturday and i was helping my sis take care of my darling bebe nephew when W msg-ed me. And oh joy,wat did she have to say? "i donno how to dooo..wat points shud i give? wat shud i say? i dont understand actually wat is sales and advertising strategy." im sorry,but i got pissed off and annoyed. She ALWAYS does this whenever we had B.S projects together =/ why isit shes always so hopeless and helpless? A simple thing like wat colour we should colour out project can make her whine "wat colour??? how??? how??? i dunno" OH PLEASE. PLEASE lah...sometimes i feel like i can just BURST.

Yes,yes she keeps saying her english is not good so she cant really do well but..its just an excuse. So WAT if ure english is bad..u can try write some points down in CHINESE and id try my best to translate it. Geez. i dunno lah,maybe im being a bitch but im sick of this. So in the end i ended up doing her work..and P's as well coz she too said 'oh my english is bad' so she dunno this,dunno that so i had to do it. For God's sake wat is so HARD abt writing up abt wat we would feature in our restaurant's menu??? Geez man..and whenever i did my work they'd all go 'wah,you see you can write so many points and give so many ideas so fast becoz ure english is so lihai' hah,it has NOTHING to do with my english,its a matter of using my BRAINS and being creative. And dont think im gonna fall for all the praises. Its just wat u do to make me feel thickheaded and not minding to do all the work since i was praised. Im not tat dumb.
Or i am anyway since im still doing majority of the work. sigh.

Come Monday...i gave my draft work to P and she was dumbfounded. 'wow,you printed it out? you didnt write in bullet points but u did it in essay form already??" YES,i DID, becoz i was putting ALL MY EFFORT in this work. I took it seriously. And guess wat? She didnt do her share =/ only abit. And then all three of us catched up in the library and we continued our work which was due by 12pm tat day. It still felt like i was doing most of the work coz they just kept asking me over and over wat to do bla bla. No matter how much i explained stuff to them they still DONT GET IT and i ended up writing the points for them. Geez. And wat i dont get it even after i gave them all the points they needed..they still didnt know how to form those points into an essay. So when they asked me to 'edit' their work it was more like rewrting the whole thing. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. And P told me tat if we win (i HIGHLY 100% DOUBT IT) one of us would have to be interviewed and i shud be the one coz 'my english good'. Wow...imagine if they went to US or some other western country..i bet all those 'good english' speaking people would seem like Gods and Goddesses to them.

Im sorry i just cant stand it at times. Yes,i do like the feeling tat people depend on me and stuff,i do like tat i can and have the power to help people..but not like this. It just feels..WRONG. Sigh..or am i being too selfish and sensitive? I do feel bad abt blogging this..becoz although to me they're horrible groupmates...they're still good friends. sigh.

Anyway...im tired from ranting this much..and a lil guilty to for feeling wat i feel abt tat. but..i wont deny it. i want to stay true to myself. sigh..thou i mite delete this post if ever those two wanted to see my blog coz i dont want them to feel hurt or embarassed abt it. Im not a coward,i'd prolly tell them abt my problem with them if ever they did the SAME THING AGAIN the nxt time we have a project.

Well,tats all...over and outs.

--SheepsRulez(x*`

Monday, November 24, 2008 {6:52 PM}

I've been meaning to blog but i never had the time or the Internet to do so..i guess =P

These past few days..no,weeks,have been really hectic for me but heck,at least im not so lifeless and sad like i used to be.

How did i use to be? Well to sum it up:
1.I was a nerd..seriously. I spent most of my free time at school in the library ALONE. Well at least i was productive...i did my homeworks,catched up on reading stuff i missed blah blah. And yes,there were times i felt sad and lonely and i'd be MSN-ing on my phne but not for long coz my phne batt runs low pretty quick when im on9. Thou lonely and sad as i may be,at least i was VERY productive. Not to brag but,i was the top scorer for most or even all of my classes. I was happy,but i still felt a lil empty.

2.Whenever i got home from school,im usually so tired i just sleep or yeah..the usual things -_-" very very sad.

But now,things have changed..for better or for worse,i am GLAD nonetheless. I think its time i start to catch up with life.

Nowadays,im not that lonely anymore =) I have friends i hang out with =) and whenever im in the library i'd always be with Qawi. There is nothing romantic going on between us,we've just become so uber close to each other ever since he had a spiff with his two other buddies. So yeah,he was a friend in need so i accompanied him all the time. I know what it felt like to be alone in this school..how everything arnd you seemed negative and poeple seemed to be sneering at you..i didnt want him to feel that. I could do something for him,so i did. However,of coz i did feel bad tat i wasnt able to help him out with his two buddies but...really,wat CAN i do? I may only make things worse.

But anyways,now he's ok with both of them and im glad =) Thou i wonder will it affect our close-ness? But it was really sweet of him to do what he did yesterday. After patching things up with both buddies,he hung out with them in the library and i was there too but sitting with my group mates doing this LiveWire project(of which i have soooo much to rant abt later)..so when the bell rang,he got up and told me he was gonne skip all his other classes for the day and that he'd be leaving with one of his buddies to go out. I was ok with it,REALLY. There was no jealousy or feeling abandoned watsoever. I guess i've grown up abit and learned how to stand on my own =) So anyway,i continued doing my work when suddenly there was a tap on my shoulder,and there he was =O he asked me to come over with him to the Silent Study area to 'talk' for abit so yeah i went,and this is wat he told me "Are you mad? Im sorry yeah but i need to talk to Her abt wat had happened so i'd be going first. I hope you dont feel like ive abandoned you. Dont you worry,we're still together"
Awwwww =) tat is so sweet. It made me really happy tat he cared and was worried that much abt me =) Thanks you Wi..=)

And well,something else abt me changed. Back in SGS and while i was in NS as well, i used to just sit back and be delegated by my group leaders when it came to group work and stuff. Sometimes i gave ideas but tat was all. Now,im ALWAYS the group leader. Im not boasting but rather..im abit stressed abt it. I always seem to be the one giving the ideas and then putting things to plan,making schedules for when to stay bak together,delegating tasks to each member and then almost always id be doing the presentation =/ Its fun actually..but only if ure groupmates CO-OPERATED WITH YOU AND NOT JUST SIT THERE WAITING FOR YOU TO DO EVERYTHING. I.HATE.THAT. Did God not give you arms and brains to DO SOMETHING FOR FUCKs SAKE??? Damn cibai..so pissed when i think abt this.

Like this LiveWire project im doing..if we win,we get cash prize. So yeah,its a really big deal to me.
So it started like this,all students who took Accounting had to enter this LiveWire competition,which was planning abt setting your dream business. So one of my friend, P,took Accounting and she wanted to join. So when i went to my B.S class(she was with me in this class) she straight away asked me whether or not i'd join her. I thought abt it for a few days so ok,i agreed to join her. And she invited W to join as well becoz she seemed enthusiatic abt it and had rather a great deal of ideas and plans in her head. So yeah,it was us 3.

And so began the planning blah blah blah. So yeah,since it was really P's project,since shes the one taking Accounting so this competition/project is compulsory for her, so its really her responsibility and all. So yeah, she did tell us wat to do,and wat she would do. It seemed like we'd share the workload.
Boy,was i ever wrong. Again.
Why do i keep having my hopes of having co-operative groupmates CRUSHED? sigh.

Anyway,i was supposed to write abt the Executive Summary. Btw,our business idea was to open up a restaurant. My initial idea was to set up a restaurant tat allows customers to cook their own food. And somehow,it ended up as a japanese+chinese+western+cook-it-yourself restaurant. HAHA? oh well,i went along with it since it still had potential and was rather unique. And so on Monday we were supposed to hand in out draft work to P so yeah,no worries i already did what i was supposed to do. It was a Saturday and i was helping my sis take care of my darling bebe nephew when W msg-ed me. And oh joy,wat did she have to say? "i donno how to dooo..wat points shud i give? wat shud i say? i dont understand actually wat is sales and advertising strategy." im sorry,but i got pissed off and annoyed. She ALWAYS does this whenever we had B.S projects together =/ why isit shes always so hopeless and helpless? A simple thing like wat colour we should colour out project can make her whine "wat colour??? how??? how??? i dunno" OH PLEASE. PLEASE lah...sometimes i feel like i can just BURST.

Yes,yes she keeps saying her english is not good so she cant really do well but..its just an excuse. So WAT if ure english is bad..u can try write some points down in CHINESE and id try my best to translate it. Geez. i dunno lah,maybe im being a bitch but im sick of this. So in the end i ended up doing her work..and P's as well coz she too said 'oh my english is bad' so she dunno this,dunno that so i had to do it. For God's sake wat is so HARD abt writing up abt wat we would feature in our restaurant's menu??? Geez man..and whenever i did my work they'd all go 'wah,you see you can write so many points and give so many ideas so fast becoz ure english is so lihai' hah,it has NOTHING to do with my english,its a matter of using my BRAINS and being creative. And dont think im gonna fall for all the praises. Its just wat u do to make me feel thickheaded and not minding to do all the work since i was praised. Im not tat dumb.
Or i am anyway since im still doing majority of the work. sigh.

Come Monday...i gave my draft work to P and she was dumbfounded. 'wow,you printed it out? you didnt write in bullet points but u did it in essay form already??" YES,i DID, becoz i was putting ALL MY EFFORT in this work. I took it seriously. And guess wat? She didnt do her share =/ only abit. And then all three of us catched up in the library and we continued our work which was due by 12pm tat day. It still felt like i was doing most of the work coz they just kept asking me over and over wat to do bla bla. No matter how much i explained stuff to them they still DONT GET IT and i ended up writing the points for them. Geez. And wat i dont get it even after i gave them all the points they needed..they still didnt know how to form those points into an essay. So when they asked me to 'edit' their work it was more like rewrting the whole thing. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. And P told me tat if we win (i HIGHLY 100% DOUBT IT) one of us would have to be interviewed and i shud be the one coz 'my english good'. Wow...imagine if they went to US or some other western country..i bet all those 'good english' speaking people would seem like Gods and Goddesses to them.

Im sorry i just cant stand it at times. Yes,i do like the feeling tat people depend on me and stuff,i do like tat i can and have the power to help people..but not like this. It just feels..WRONG. Sigh..or am i being too selfish and sensitive? I do feel bad abt blogging this..becoz although to me they're horrible groupmates...they're still good friends. sigh.

Anyway...im tired from ranting this much..and a lil guilty to for feeling wat i feel abt tat. but..i wont deny it. i want to stay true to myself. sigh..thou i mite delete this post if ever those two wanted to see my blog coz i dont want them to feel hurt or embarassed abt it. Im not a coward,i'd prolly tell them abt my problem with them if ever they did the SAME THING AGAIN the nxt time we have a project.

Well,tats all...over and outs.

--charmmyQUEEN*`