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Monday, February 09, 2009 {6:41 AM}

Ugh...this year of the Ox is clearly not a good one.

(BTW there is gonna be a hell lot of swearing in this post,so bear with me >=P )
This is prolly the first time tat Brunei is suffering from flashfloods and landslides. Even Miri has not been spared. Usually we hear about foreign countries suffering from these natural disasters and think 'oh we're lucky to be living in this area,this small country,where nothing of that sort would happen'. My dad made a joke saying that this was afterall the year of the water ox/buffalo,and as well all know these animals love to lay in the mud or shallow ponds(basically watery areas),tats why there has been so many rain and floods this year,because the Ox wants to find a place to rest >.<" Its kinda funny and somewat scarily true at the same time O_O

To make things worse,this year really is tough for me. I always thought tat this year would be easier for me than last year since last year i enrolled late into school so i was sooo lost and had loads of lessons to catch up on. Whereas this year i wont miss out on anything at all and im already used to the school and its system. So basically,i tot i was gonna be alrite. OMG,i dont believe how wrong i can be =/

First off,my group tutor can be such a beech =S (Btw group tutors are those teachers assigned to take your attendance,like a class teacher) It was supposed to be Mrs.S who was our group tutor but unfortunately she went off to Aussie to live with her Aussie husband. So we have this new group tutor. She was never assigned as a group tutor before,so she doesnt really know wat to do. Tats understandable BUT still,come on man,wat is so hard abt being a group tutor? All you have to do is stay in your assigned Registration class from 7.30-7.45am and take attendance of your students and give out any memo from the school. TATS IT.

Ok,im really not making any point here or making sense at all. Its just tat when i think abt her i feel like my head can xplode. I just hate how she follows everything by the book. Last year,whenever i was late Mrs.S never asked me to get a late slip. All she did was mark me as L(late) in her attendance. And really,tats all u need to do! THIS group tutor however,wants me to go all the way to block B,which is two buildings away, to get a late slip for her so she can mark me as L. WTF? ITS JUST A FRIGGIN REGISTRATION CLASS FOR CIBAI'S SAKE. Nowadays i usually arrive in school late, say around 7.37am. It takes about 3 mins or so to walk from the school entrance to my registration class,so by the time i reach my class(which is located on the 1st floor) it'll be around 7.40+am or sometimes 7.45am when the bell rang. I would walk in and she'd go "ooh dear me,you'd have to go get the late slip". If i do tat,i'll be late for my REAL subject classes. So wat would you rather do? Walk all the way to the Student Affairs room to get a late slip for ure register class and be late for ure subject class? HAH. And come to think of it,even if i did come late into register class last year, Mrs.S never gave me an L before,she just marked me as attended. Okie,so maybe u cud argue tat she was too lenient,but hell,if she could be this carefree abt it why the hell cant my group tutor now just do the friggin same?! UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH.
And worse of all, i gave her a letter stating tat i was going to be absent for a week to celebrate the CNY with my family in Miri. And she must have just thrown it away or watever because my dad just received a letter stating tat the school wants him to write a letter explaining why i had been absent for so long. OMG. I AM SO PISSED. Seriously. Just thinking abt this rite now makes me SO MAD i feel like KILLING SOMETHING.
And the part i HATE the most abt her is this. I paid for my School Funds ($39) on the day we were supposed to pay. Of coz i came in class late,and the bell was abt to go off in another 6 mins but still tat was sufficient time for me to pay to her the funds. Besides,i remember some other guys in my class were queing up to pay as well. I was the last to pay and i remember giving her $40 and she game me back $1 change,and tat was it. I asked her if there was anything else,you know maybe there should be a receipt or smthing,but she said tat was all. Bloody bitch. A week after tat she called me up to her desk and told me i was the only one who hasnt paid for the school fund. Oh God,give me somthing to KILL rite now. I told her i already paid for the fuckin fund and she insisted i didnt,and said tat if i did pay she would have recorded it and given me the receipt. Bitch bitch bitch u lousy careless useless cibai bitch. She kept insisting on it 'oh no,jessica,no. See here,if u had paid i would have already recorded it and given u a receipt. So no,u have not paid yet." No matter how many times i told her i already paid,she was insistent tat i never paid her. Its not my fucking fault tat tat day u so happen to just absently take my money and forgot to even record it you lousy bitch. UGH IM SO MAD AT HER. I have to see her face every morning!! Obviously,my dad is mad at me so i have to use my own ang pao money to pay for the school fund.

Secondly,im starting to struggle in all my classes,even ENGLISH. Well,i daresay tat my english is still good and not rusty,its just tat i find the classes now soo damn boring tat im not motivated anymore. Back then i would always pass up my homework,even those i missed out on when i was absent,i would find out abt it,do it and hand it in. Now,i cant be bothered >.< We have been doing the topic on 'Politics and Sport' since last month!!! Its enough to drive me mad.

And just today i had my socio exam..all tat i studied did not come out in the exam >.< so i didnt know A SINGLE THING. NOT ONE EFFING SINGLE THING CUD I ANSWER. I know its a really lame and old 'excuse' 'oh wat i study for didnt come out' but it ALWAYS HAPPENS. Sighz. I studied on New Left Realism and New Right Realism views on Crime and Deviance becoz i tot tat was what might come out and in the end Functionalist views on Crime and Deviance came out. Fuck =/ i feel like im the only one in class who cudnt do the exam. Everyone else was smiling when they came outta the exam room,some even stating tat i was easy! Most of the stuff tat came out in the exam were things taught in class when i was absent during CNY >..< fuck it..im a failure at socio. Socio is like MATHS to me.

And u know wat..i feel tired enough already from talking abt all this >.< i wanted to go on abit more but seriously,just typing this is so sickening,wat more reading abt it. Ugh. But rest assured,maybe after my first asst.exams(which is going on now) i'd be more my usual self and be as hardworking as i was last year. Sigh..so so tired T.T

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