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Tuesday, March 10, 2009 {5:33 AM}

A week or so ago i went to Miri for a medical check-up. Why? Coz for the past few weeks i kept having constipations,really seriously bad cases of constipations. My butt will be all bloody,like as if i was having my period >.< Gross. And the worse thing is tat it HURTS so much i could cry. So yeah,i went for a check-up and found tat i had Haemorrhoids/Piles. Eeew man sounds like some kinda sexual disease >.< (Haemorrhoids is painfully swollen veins near/at the anus caused by serious cases of constipation) My God..i felt so violated man when i had tat check-up. I consulted a female doctor coz obviously i wud not want to talk to a guy doctor abt my butt hurting and bleeding -_-" and most importantly,i sooo do not want a guy doctor poking into my butt >.<" But then again,is tat doctor i saw even a WOMAN? She was so friggin rough! Damn,and i have to go for another butt violating check-up in either two weeks time or 1 month's time. Maybe this time i'll go 'look,its embrassing enuff for me to have to show u my ass and pitiful for u to have to check it but can you not open my butt cheeks so HARD?" Haha aside from the butt violating check-up,i so hate the medicine i have to take for this stupid haemorrhoids. I have this soapy,white bullet-shaped thingy tat i have to STICK UP MY ASS. Yes,i have to stick smthing up in my ass and let it just STAY THERE until i shit. Does anyone know or understand how HORRIBLE and slightly painful and irritating it is to have smthing wedged inside inbetween ure butt cheeks? Shit man >.<

Eeew,the aftermath of poo-ing >.<" haha sad of me to take a pic of this,i know =P

Apart from that,my mum still hasnt gone for her operation yet due to financial problems >.< BUT thankfully,everything seems a bit brighter now that my sis gave a few thousand brunei dollars,so convert that to malaysian ringgit it should at least cover half of the payment needed =D and i just hope that my dad doesnt blow off the money my bro gave to my mum =/ i dunno how he got it in his head abt 'if i buy 4d and win i can pay the medical fees in one shot' =/ i knw these are desperate times but still...wake up. 4d doesnt help. Ure just wasting money tat could be saved for mummys operation. I feel so dissapointed in him at times...but i guess i have to be understanding,afterall im sure hes facing alot of stress,tension and worry now.

On to more brighter news, i finally got to meet up with Yong again after a few months T.T just this last 2 weeks i got to meet up with him in limbang..and after being together for abt 1 1/2 year,i heard him say to me face to face 'i love you jess..i love you' =') i always wanted to hear him say those precious 3 lil words but now im glad he waited till now. All the wait just makes it sweeter i dunno why..i wudnt have it any other way. Just when i tot our relationship was dying,tat it has lost its spark...he said I Love You Jess..i wish i cud spend time with him more often..i wish i cud stop being so friggin shy when im arnd him and stop being speechless or tongue-tied..i just wish he would let me stay in his arms forever and never let me go..wow,jiwang btul. Lol.

Lol i dont have pictures of us together..dont ask me why i never seem to be in a photo taking mood when im with him coz..i guess all i want is to savour the moment spent with him to the fullest? anyway,i got these pictures instead >.<




Eeeeew rite? Some personal,freak accident happened and i got these hideous,puss filled, stinging wounds >.< and i would never tell how i got them XD HAHAH. too friggin embarassing and personal so only he knows =X lol. our 'secret'.

Hmm wat else to say..oh yeah, my butt is still having that tingling sensation because i got this mail from a friend abt how it is important to wash any new underwear,especially bras,that u just bought because we dont know what parasites might be residing there O_O and this gal so happened to not wash her bra and she started having this strange rash and even friggin holes in her breast and after a few weeks she found that the holes were really deep and larvae was growing there and feeding off her breast tissues O_O EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW. That picture made me so...AHHHHH. I actually had to go into my room,strip off my clothes and like stare at my chest for a few mins before feeling safe and secure tat nothing like tat is gonna happen T.T EEEEW MAN. But tat gal is really something else..she had HOLES on her breast and she didnt bother abt it and thought tat it would go away? WTF is wrong with her??!!

Hahah well this has been a very random blog. lol will update nxt time =)

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